2021.10.26 00:22 thewirdz NO COPYRIGHT MUSIC // Take Me Away - Krbread
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2021.10.26 00:22 scgco Tom Brady Is Going To Get The Fan Who Gave Back His 600th TD Ball A Bitcoin (Plus Season Tickets)
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2021.10.26 00:22 dormez_vous neo tryout :)
im aria / solas, im rlly only referred to w she/it pronouns irl so i just wanna hear these being used!!
ALSO interests! i like making jewelry, avatar the last airbender, frogs, celtic and aztec mythology and david byrne/talking heads :)))
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2021.10.26 00:22 iam4real She’s not wrong
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2021.10.26 00:22 Legitimate-Young845 Period is a day late and I'm already freaking out HELP
So my boyfriend and I did the deed 2 days in a row (we have a system where we do it when it gets close to my period.) The second time we did it the condom broke but he didn't cum and he pulled out instantly. After that I instantly went to take a shower can to clean down there. I have a lot stress enough about being pregnant so when it came a day late I started freaking out. I had the usual symptom of my boobs being like really tender and hurting and such but I usually spot like a day or two before. It's been an stressful 2 weeks because of a competition I had this past Friday that I had to prepare for ahead of time. I track my period using the flo app. I'm not sure what to do and I'm starting to get really worried. I don't know how long I should wait to get a test. I took plan b about a month and a half ago but i've read mixed things on if it may affect it now. ( I also had a weird reaction on my legs and neck when I took it)
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2021.10.26 00:22 FizbanTheFabuloso Maybe the boots are just too tasty, let's do something about that.
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2021.10.26 00:22 grslydruid Best camera shop? Give me your best recommendations
I have this old camera that belonged to my grandpa. I'm not quite sure if it's a nice camera or if it's even still usable but I want to try to use it. Are there still any camera shops that sell film and might be able to show me how to use it? Preferably located in Minneapolis so I don't have to drive but would be open to further drives.
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2021.10.26 00:22 Brofessor90 You know what they mean lol “because people (and the Ethereum Community in particular) love rainbows.”
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2021.10.26 00:22 gerrykomalaysia22 how can tokio survive the grenade blast?
swimmer in vault full of water can survive c4 blast to extract secret government papers, why cant tokio survive grenade blast? was that sequence a drug induced dream of Stockholm? the blast might cause all the ribs to crack, it is all good with a bit of tape
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2021.10.26 00:22 Laughing2002 My mental health is a fucking balancing act and I'm sick of it and no one understanding
Over the past few years I've had to acknowledge that I'm continually getting more sensitive. I want to cry at the stupidest shit, and even cartoons make me cry.
My manager asked me to hurry it up when I was being kind of slow at work because I had a complaint the previous day (I was having a small anxiety attack at the giant queue) and I straight up felt like bursting into tears and had to hold myself back for at least an hour. The complaint just pissed me off, but whatever, so many people have little empathy, and even if someone is holding up a queue, will find a way to blame you, the 19 year old cashier. Say it to my bloody face next time, asshole, not my manager. Yeah, exactly what I'm struggling with - I'm still pissed off and feel like crying. It's been three days since the complaint and I have five days off now. I should be relaxing but no, my brain is an asshole.
At some point my manager said something about feeling like she's talking to a kid when speaking to me. Something about me not using common sense. She was pretty frustrated. I get it, it's true. But that doesn't mean it doesn't hurt. I'm always doing my best, and I've come to realise that my best will never really be enough. I'm lacking. I'm not 'normal'. Whatever that means.
I'm a socially clueless asperg with anxiety and ADHD and a dose of depression. When I'm out people treat me like a kid, complete with the gentle 'it's okay child' tone so many adapt. Probably because I'm like a deer caught in headlights. I get mistaken for being 13-14 all the time. I'm also the type of anxious idiot that will run through a semi-busy road to cross and avoid people on the side I was walking on. Some days I can't handle simple tasks, especially if it requires seeing strangers. Just seeing, not speaking to or interacting with in any way. I hate customer service with a passion and hate being forced to be the front person in the shop. My anxiety at one point got so bad at work that I thought I had a heart problem. I had to leave work that day. I went to the hospital but everything was fine, physically. The doctor told me I should get a heart monitor just to make sure but I already felt like an idiot by then and haven't asked about it since. It's been months now.
Honestly, a lot of the time I just feel like everything is stacked against me. I'm like a faulty cog being forced to fit into places I don't belong. So many normal things don't come naturally to me, or just don't come to me at all. I had to learn to make proper eye contact, and I still suck at it. I can't talk to strangers. I'm incredibly awkward. I'm clumsy and disorganised. I'm... I don't even know. I want to spill everything but I don't know how. The words aren't really coming to me today. This probably reads like a total nonsensical mess.
Oh yeah, I also have the mental maturity of a fucking 12-year-old.
It's weird because I was told I was mature when I was 12. I guess that's when I stopped mentally maturing.
I like being treated like a kid and feel pathetic about it. But my managers don't, because why would they? As my manager said, 'I'm not here to be a parent'. People will either treat me like a child or tell me I'm too 'intelligent' to be acting like a stupid kid. Well, I'm not acting, and it hurts when no one understands that I don't know how to change that. I try so hard to act my age, but I just don't know how. I don't know what's wrong with me or why my mental state gets worse for absolutely bullshit reasons, or for no reason at all.
I'm still discovering things about myself that are helping me to make sense of the mess I am.
But what doesn't help is me taking the general advice of 'talk about your problems' that is always mentioned online and on mental health posters everywhere. I stratch the surface and get invalidated.
I tell my mum about how I feel like everything is against me sometimes. I tell her how I find it so hard to function like a 'normal' person sometimes and how it can be exhausting to try mask my aspergers and other issues. I tell her it's like normal day-to-day life is pitted against us non-neurotypicals, because that's just how I feel. I can't help it. I'm still on my journey towards healing and yadda yadda.
In return I get told that others have it worse, that I'm being dramatic. Or practically get told that I fetishise my issues and overthink too much. Or she tells me she won't talk about depressing things 'like that' because it would send her spiralling too. I love my mum so much, she's amazing, really. But even with her own issues, she doesn't understand mine and nor does she care to even pretend she feels like my feelings on the matter are valid or that she wants to listen. Which I could understand, sometimes seeing a therapist is the only way, because sometimes the people you love are in a bad place mentally, too.
But so many times when I try to open up and be genuine, I get rebuffed.
I've been thinking nothing I feel is valid and that I'm just a faker for years. I still do sometimes. Recently I figured out why. The one person I just wanted to understand me, just doesn't seem to care about this side of me.
Yes, other people have it worse. I am fortunate to have a loving family and to have a few friends. But that doesn't me not mentally fragile. I've gotten much more fragile and I wonder why, since I view emotions as a weakness. I hate to share my feelings, despite trying to vent to my mum a few times. I've never truly vented to her though. Never. She doesn't know I sometimes think I'll be dead by 30. She doesn't know I used to self harm, and that I still do sometimes. Like today when I gave myself chemical burns and cuts.
I know there are people suffering, and I'm not. I know that. It's horrible. I know my job is decent, yet I still find customer service draining and anxiety inducing and horrible. But is it wrong for me to just want someone to listen? Granted, I'm not the sharing type. Expressing myself is difficult. Since I always feel like my emotions aren't valid or that anyone will care or take me seriously. I know my mum didn't mean to 'teach me that lesson' but, well, that's the lesson I've been taught.
I just want someone to listen and tell me my feelings are valid. Even if I'm not making much sense. Even if I'm struggling to explain away my feelings, like I am now.
I don't come from a very affectionate family. I'm often uncomfortable when hugged and I feel like it would take me a while to become comfortable in an embrace. But I just want someone to hug me and tell me I'm valid. Even if my feelings aren't rational or they think I'm being dramatic. Because valid and rational are completely different things.
I'm sick of those times where I hold my tears only to later break down when I'm alone - hugging myself and whispering that everything is alright. My brain is fucked up and that's just the reality of it, regardless of how much I used to or still sometimes still deny it. I've even broken down in front of my parents a few times, and that's when I get comforted.
Turns out I'm not capable of accepting comfort though. I will try to push away or walk away. I hate it when people see my weakness. I hate it when I can't control myself. I hate being weak but I just am. Logically I know that emotions are not weakness, but that doesn't change anything. I can read all the psychological studies and articles I want - the process of changing my viewpoint will be hard, extremely so. I've been this way for... forever. Whenever I had troubles I kept it to myself, ever since I was a kid.
Except, I wasn't so fucked up then.
The process of becoming fucked up began around the age of 10, when I started to really notice how 'different' I was. I was in a bad way when I was 12, even got bullied by a support manager at school. A few teachers took to shouting and/or humilating me in front of everyone. Called pathetic, a disgrace to the school... even though I was very, very clearly showing signs of mental illness. I feel like that's probably played a part in my issues. I was never one of those rude kids, either. But I was an easy target, because I just kept quiet and didn't really react. I thought it didn't bother me. But now, years later, I've come to realise it bothered me, a lot. I was just better at lying to myself and pretending back then. Funny how my poker face has started to slip.
Well, whatever, I'm fucked up now. I don't know why. Or maybe I do. Maybe it has to do with forcing myself to bend into shapes that leave me cracked.
I don't know.
I just know I want to speak to someone, but last time I tried to arrange therapy for myself - I flaked out because they called me instead of sending me an email.
God, I hate myself. One minute I'll think one thing, the other I think something different. I'm an indecisive, useless, confused coward of a child.
Maybe I really am just being dramatic.
And it's 4am.
I'll post this word vomit and go to bed.
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2021.10.26 00:22 hedgetrimmer666 Horse name
2021.10.26 00:22 VanVleet-goes-for-22 We got 12 threes for the first time this season
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2021.10.26 00:22 Ok-Hamster5571 “Satan is attacking”. After a heart attack and a broken ankle, he has the chills, takes “LIQUID ivermectin” and is hospitalized with covid.
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2021.10.26 00:22 MILK_0704 Just broke up with my gf of almost a year
2021.10.26 00:22 Jenblair12 Why do the smaller clans get penalized for ranking up?
2021.10.26 00:22 WyntersTired Question for Dead of the Night Enjoyers
Me and my friend have played DotN multiple times in the past few weeks, and he's come to the conclusion that its the most underrated map in the game, and one of the best, and I've come to the conclusion that its the worst map in the game, besides Voyage of Despair.
We've been having debates and sharing our opinions about certain parts of the map, but we haven't been able to find any common ground, and I'm convinced that he likes it at this point just to try and be different. That being said, I also know that theres many people out there who genuinely just like the map.
My question for all Dead of the Night enjoyers is this: What is it that makes you like the map? Do you enjoy having many things to do in a map besides killing zombies? Do you simply just like the beautiful design of the map and the layout? Are the characters favorites of yours for some reason or another? Let me know!!
I want to find genuine reasons to like this map, but everything I've experienced about it so far has been negative in my eyes, besides how the map looks. I'd love to hear reasons from you all, and possibly have my mind changed about it.
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2021.10.26 00:22 NavyChi3f STILL RELAYED. WHY?!?!?!?!?
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2021.10.26 00:22 DavidPhanHoang Lf: shiny offers, shiny Gmax mons. Open for touch trade. Marshadow is shiny. I only trade Marshadow, Victini for shiny Hoopa, shiny Shaymin (sky form), but its free for touch trade. Blastoise, Butterfree, Machamp, Eevee, Gengar, Appletun, Flapple are shiny Gmax.
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2021.10.26 00:22 imalittlebit15 The irony. Here she is reposting a meme that’s shade to single moms. Is she so concerned with pyramid MLMs that she forgot in a few short weeks, you join the single mom club. We have cake but you can’t sit with us.
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2021.10.26 00:22 brdwyfn92 Suggestions for this 1960s house we’re thinking of making an offer on?
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2021.10.26 00:22 RascoGal You can take a cat outta the streets, but not the streets outta the cat
2021.10.26 00:22 VVRRZZNN Dick
2021.10.26 00:22 IAWDJlk Update
"I'm currently residing in this warehouse place that I happened to stumble upon. I decided to no-clip through a wall and ended up here. This place is nice, the only complaint I have about it is that the light flickers a lot here. This place is nice otherwise and has a lot of supplies, I actually found this orange crystalline thing growing on the corner on one of the halls, I decided it could be useful."
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2021.10.26 00:22 Anofets Can anyone tell me what’s happening with my harlequin rasboras? Details in comments
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2021.10.26 00:22 Itz_Totally_Not_Me Cute
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